Sunday, January 28, 2007
他爱她。她也爱他。
大学毕业后，他和她没有在一起。他和她成为了比好朋友还好的朋友。
过了一阵子，他去了美国，而她之后去了日本。出现在他们身边的人不只一个。
再过一阵子，他和她在香港团聚。
但他和她还是没有在一起。
每年生日，她就等他的生日祝福。
There are things that I care about every day. But I can only say it once a year.
生日快乐
今年，他的电邮迟了36个小时，因为。。。 。。。
5:29 PM
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Saturday, January 20, 2007
life is still busy as usual.
anw,this is the essay i got 26/35 for.
《简单。爱》
上了初院后，好多朋友都开始谈了恋爱。我们开始渴望爱情，拥抱爱情，仰望着爱情的存在。有很多人说，爱情可以很复杂，很恼人。它像是一个谜团，只有让自己置身于其中，才能领悟到它令人倾心的魔力。但有更多人歌颂着爱情的伟大，赞扬着它的美丽。对他们而言，一旦陷入了爱情的漩涡中，将会无法自拔，甚至越陷越深。对于以上的爱情大哲理，我却发无法完全苟同。其实，爱可以很简单。
其实，轰轰烈烈的爱情，就像天空中璀璨，美丽的烟火，如同昙花一现，稍踵即逝。人生中，所寻找的，却是一个能和你私守着终生，不管是在荣华富贵，或是贫穷困苦时，都能陪伴在身边的伴侣。
在中学和高中的五年日子里，在回家的路途上，总会遇见那一对年迈已近的夫妇。在拥挤的169号巴士上，常常看见他们俩提着笨重的塑胶袋，里头装满了一包包的纸巾。从宏茂桥一路到义顺的巴士转换站，他对她总是无微不至。大热天，他拿起了之前已弄湿的面巾，为她拭去了一天的劳累。巴士拥挤时，他冒起了年轻时的顽固性子，拒绝了乘客们的让位，默默的站在了她的座位边，似乎想要尽全力守护着她。
而她也何尝不是深爱着他。在人潮汹涌的义顺人行地道里，她挑起了微弱的身躯，穿梭于人群中，将纸巾给兜售出去。不管是如何的疲惫，甚至可以说是狼狈，她总是挑起了兜售纸巾的工作，而他，也总是默默地在一旁的楼梯间守候着。
他们的爱，胜过了前言万语。或许，他从来都没有说过他爱她。但那又如何呢？与现今的好多“快餐”爱情相比，他们的爱，简单却又华丽，美丽却不脱俗。能和一个人共享终生可谓谈何容易。之间的无限包容，无限体谅，无限关怀，不是简单的一句“我爱你”所能够取代的。反而，承诺让爱情变得虚假，为爱情定上了有效日期。一旦过了期限，它将变质，变得毫无价值。
“众里寻他前百度，蓦然回首，那人却在灯火阑珊处”。爱情该来的时候会来。与其渴望着爱情，不如让我们等待着对的人的到来。
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yea.i don't think its really good but at least its a very honest piece of work from me.I do admit that sometimes i tend to write fictitious stuffs,for eg:i love integration.haha.
oh wells.
i love sunday.thats very true as well.i tend to get monday blues easily since school started this year.i just can't help but feel so nua whenever i TRY TO "ANTICIPATE" the tutorials and lectures i'll face.haiz,baiyungang does drain my energy.
not once have i told my mom this month that i'll stop touching drama stuffs once i enter uni.
i rmb i said that numerous times after o's too:I"LL NOT TOUCH DRAMA AGAIN!
but here,i am,in chinese drama again.
wells.a leopard cannot change its spot.
11:44 PM
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
the first day of school started with a "bang"?i guess all the j2s are pretty much upset that all the lectures and tutorials started promptly and true to their words,all our holiday hws were to be handed up on time.tough year ahead i guess?
the 2nd week was tiring,with lessons ending at 630 on mon/tues because of h3,cca bazaar on wed,cca meetings on thurs and cca audition on fri.someone from sph called on thurs to inform that i got thru for the sph audition.i thought i screwed up the audition because i had such a buay song face that day!haha..nevermind,i think they still like me anyway=p
yea,lots of committment on hand,not forgetting the tatamount amount of tutorials waiting to be completed!seriously,this is a crucial year which is definitely going to make a difference in my life.its either i make it into uni or i don't.to tell the truth,i guess i'll be pretty much useless without a decent looking Alevel cert.SO!ultimately,studies is still my priorities.no more fooling around after march once byg is over.
actually,h3 CLEP is rather interesting...im still considering on whether i should quit it.i mean,looking at all those china people around me,it kinda make me feel inferior though there's only a few pathetic sgporeans there.sometimes i wonder if these programmes are set up for singaporeans.
i guess you can't blame me for reacting in this way.throughout my 12 years of education,out of so many chinese orientated activities,i can't name a single one of it which are not dominated by the china people.sometimes it makes me really really pissed.why not the govt just set up a rule whereby only the china people can take part in all the chinese competition rather than wasting the time of us singaporeans.I guess this is not the way that it should be if the govt wants to get more youngsters involved in speaking and using good mandarin.you are not even helping those rare "talents" who love the language now.
i guess not very long later...i'll emigrate to taiwan.
4:15 PM
be the limelight.
