Friday, November 26, 2004
back from huahui camp le.tiring.deadbeat,constipation.hahas.coz there's not enough water and fibre to aid peristalsis.shall stop elaborating on such disgusting content=P
the highlight of the camp would have to be ye4you2.woah,me,yinghan,sophia and jolene looks like zombies and ghosts creepling out in the middle of the night.especially yinghan,i tried to avoid looking at her face for a couple of times le(no offence laogong!)yeah,so it started and i was not very terrified though my station is dark,thats kind of unexpected coz im usually the chicken out kind,but i wasn't scared,rather i was bored to death.the intervals between each groups are around 20 mins,so its like,u make someone really scared and horrified and you'll have to stone for a long time before u can even talk again.yeahh,according to various medias,my station is the scariest one!and me,made it scary.HAAS!if you think im pretty flattered by it,im not.scaring people might seem to be nice and fun but by simply inflicting horror into a person,you are actually inviting evil to intrude into the human world.well,so by the time the 3rd groups comes in,i tried to be nicer=))BUT,people still scream.haizz,samq is scary at nature=P
oh..and i luv soph!!haas,shall call her my twinn=))hahas,we two crap a lot throughout the whole camp and we were wearing specs alternately today because i forgot to bring both my specs and contacts.*blurr*thanks bud!we shared ALOT of secrets too,its kind of pouring your deepest secret out...mmm.had alot of fun with ya!=))
yeahh,group 5 won the best script and best female actress(chuwen!)yeah,kind of rocks right?HAAS,yeahh,this is by far one of the most enthu grp im in throughout my 3 yrs in camp.and we won the 3rd for camp overall=))yeahh=D
samq is going to come back next yr to be scare by the grey batch!jiayou!~
8:22 PM
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Monday, November 22, 2004
mmm..yeah,if anyone is expecting samq to start f-ing,im not going to.because that would make me seem like such a low class freak.
won't be surprise to see my taggboard/gstbk being spammed.that's how it works right?you don't like a person,u hate her attitude,u spammed and think that you're such a great figure to have the guts to do it.guts.don't speak about that online.people have no characters online.no guts to speak of.
what is this world heading towards to?im actually finding alot of entertainment while im online.not talking about games or sites,but by what my friendssome people have been writing.not one,not two but alot of them.seriously,admit it la guys,what are blogs for?some sort of place to flaunt about what you have achieved today or did today or talk today right?would you really speak and pour your sorrows truthfully?
"hey,f whatever whatever "
i don't think alot of people can do that.
"hey,i had such a great day with......"
tonnes of people can.
elmo says:
take care sam.ur family luvs you=))
11:39 PM
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Sunday, November 21, 2004
random thoughts
the silence creeps in as the night falls
loneliness surges through the air
the cold heartless floor that my foot sets on
the heart that bleeds when ur eyes teared
who knows what god had in mind for us
to let these two parallel lines meet?
fate,destiny,deja vu
i struggle through,i made it through
if ever you wake up feeling sad
with thoughts of somebody on your mind
procrastination.OH NO!
shooed them away
ur own destination
ur own decision
-me
if love is the greatest thing on earth,why does it hurt so many innocent hearts in this world?if things doesn't turn out the way 2 person thought that it would be,love turns ugly,nasty,evil and the fairytale ending somehow got twisted so much so to the extreme that the 2 people leave each other and were never to be together again.ended up being sad and depressed,you rather hope that the love have not sparkle between the 2 of us.sparkles?did u even feel that or was it just a moment of desires??if loving a person hurts...
why love?
5:48 PM
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Friday, November 19, 2004
Picture of you
Didn't they say that I would make a mistake
Didn't they say you were gonna be trouble
People told me you were too much to take
I could see it, I didn't wanna know
I let you in and you let me down
You messed me up and you turned my whole life around
Let me feel that I had no where to go
I was alone, how was I too know that..
You'll be there, when I needed somebody
You'll be there, the only one who can help me
I had a picture of you in my mind
never knew it could be so wrong
Why'd it take me so long just to find
the friend that was there all along.
Who'd believe that after all we've been through
I'd be able to put my whole trust in you
Goes to show you can't forgive and forget
looking back, I have no regrets cause..
I had a picture of you in my mind
never knew it could be so wrong
Why'd it take me so long just to find
the friend that was there all along.
1:35 PM
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Thursday, November 18, 2004
woah,everyone's present here=))
+P
i loveee jack jack!
10:34 PM
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004
woahh,jolin's new song doesn't appeal very much to me.hahas.its called zao1 pai2 dong4 zuo4.err,actually its really awful.
mayday's newest album really rocks.the songs are really nice,stefanie and s.h.e's new album is reallie good too=D
have been reading too much chinese love novels already.hahas,but they're really nice=Dbought the sequel to the novel that i bought in harbin in shanghai,finished it in one day,thats pretty fast compared to my speed in reading english books.well,maybe i shouldn't be indulging too much of my time in chinese books,english shld be the language that i should take care of now=P
SHUCKS.im actually thinking of buying britney's prerogative.mmm,i'll think about it.
school tmr,ice skating on fri,the incredibles on sat.
=D
everything is still the same.its obvious.admit it.
1:53 PM
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004
1st day in shanghai(wrote this on the hotel's notepad there)
the plane ride was rather horrible.we boarded Mu568.it was really very cramped up.the turbulence was rather irritating too.yucks.china being an ex-communist country,lived up to its name.the custom officers were all very hostile,they all look as though they were pms-ing.no offence guys=Pthe hotel staffs likewise,its as though we own them a debt or something.well..the most nauseating/irritating/infuriating one would be the incident whereby the taxi driver took us to the wrong place.my dad mentioned:xin1 kai3 fu2,which is the name of our hotel.we thought he knew that place.i mean,he is supposed to.he's the taxi driver there,who knows the name of the hotels in shanghai as well as them?actually the whole family sensed something wrong as the taxi approaches towards "xin kai fu",it doesn't seem to be heading towards the correct direction.for safety,dad emphasized again that it was "xin kai fu"..he was like"dui4 ya2,xin kai fu".okayy..so we din want to probe further.
yeah,you guessed it,he drove us to a deserted street named "xin1 kai3 he2"
-shocked-we started asking him why he had brought us here.HE,being a stupid idiotic act blur jerk,started raising up his volume and shouted at us:"ni3 men2 you4 mei2 you2 shuo1 si4 jiu3 dian4!"
WAD?hey uncle,you are the taxi driver here,don't expect me to believe that you dunnoe what hotel are there in shanghai.i don't think my father's articulation is that bad,does xin kai fu sounds like xin kai he?obviously he's trying to earn extra bucks,whats more infuriating was that he added "ni3 men2 de3 jiu3 dian4 mei2 you4 bu4 shi4 wu3 xing1 ji2 de3!"
URGH!if i wasn't in china,wasn;t stuck in this foreign land,i,no,not i alone,my whole family would have bombarded you with vulgarities!OPPS=X
2nd Day in shanghai
i teared away the paper.
thats all for today.at the moment.
8:05 PM
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Thursday, November 11, 2004
MISS YA!
1:14 AM
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004
ATTN: ALL CLDDS MEMBERS!
i need:
1)one sleeping bag
2)ard 10 tongs
3)ard 5 bbq brushes
to all cldds members,if u guys have any of these items and wished to contribute for our cldds camp,pls give me a call or simply leave a msg.thanks!=))
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leaving in 2 days time...to shanghai..its a free and easy tour so we won't be in a tour group..tt's very nice..i hate being in tour group.time restriction,irritating people who only have shopping in their mind and wreck the whole itinery.now,we can have all the time we want!!*yay*..this will be my second time going to china this year,,after barely half a yr im flying off to china again.hopefully,it would be my last trip abroad this yr,have been flying alot and its kinda of irrtating..does this sound bossy??nah,im not trying to act superior or wadd..i just hate those food served on the plane.yucks.m'sia airline and garuda is pretty good,at least i get to taste all those nice malay food.err..singapore airline?heh.i know its an international top-notch and prestigious airline but the food just simply turns me off.can really smell the "0-dor"[winks at mrs lai=P] even before its being send to the passengers' seats.urghh.i shall try my best.or else i'll be such a spoiled brat.=P
now tt 2004 is coming to an end.shall recount on both the long and short distance trip this yr.
2004(jan):indonesia[bali]
its kinda foreign to me now..hahas.vague memory=Pbut it was a nice one=))
2004(march):japan [tokyo]
my brother din go with us this time,actually had been to tokyo once when i was around the age of 7.hahas..still remember all the nice mascots and how i waved vigourously to mickey mouse and donald duck and goofy when i saw them on the exhibition trails in tokyo disney land.this time,we went to the newly established tokyo disney SEA.it was a totally awesome trip.i love everything about japan!the food,the people,the scenery,how smart looking those high school guys are when cladded in their nice uniform[looks at s'pore uniform]haiz..tragic=P.will definitely visit tt wonderful place again=))
2004(june):china [beijing,harbin]
my first time abroad with my friends!have been counting to the day that we set off to that place.moreover,it was my first time to china.was very excited about it.HAHA.i still think pioneer batch rocks=P
2004(august):vietnam[ho chi min]
sorry but i hate this trip..know wadd?i brought my thick sexy red...............CHEM TB there to STUDY!how gr8 cld tt be huh?well..but at least i caught the scenery of hundreds of motorcycles travelling on the road[i don't think you can see that in sinagpore] and tasted nice beef noodles that cost less than 1 buck=P
not forgetting zillions of times tt our whole family just grab our passports and zoomed all the way to johor to have nice sumptuous and delicious bbq stingray..its called shao1 yu2..bet u guys have heard of it..have been going to that same bbq stall since i was a baby..serious..mom and dad said tt they've been patronising that stall since they were together.hahas..love that place..the bbq stingray..the chendol..the fried rice accompanied by ikan billis..the chilli sotongs..AHH.im hungry.now you know why samq loves eating so much.just bring me to place that sells nice food and i'll be on cloud 9.HAAHs.its probably because of my family..my family rocks when it comes to eating..still remember the days that we wake up like around 2 in the morning and dad would drive us to hougang for the midnight curry rice..we went there,not once,not twice but alot of times..that place was really nice,definitely a part of my childhood times=))now the owner has changed,the food isn't the same..the feeling..is no longer there.=((
people eat to live.
i live to eat=P
6:05 PM
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Monday, November 08, 2004
friends rocks da hse!
teriyaki chicken pizza rocks!
mushroom soup rocks!
i love each and everyone of yall!!=))
this is a story tt might stir u guys into indignation..but..i din wriite this..i just happen to find it..well..its kinda..SAD.
A few weeks ago, I was rushing around trying to do some Valentine's Day
shopping done. I was stressed out and not thinking very fondly of the
weather right then.
It was dark, cold, and wet in the parking lot as I was loading my car
up. I noticed that I was missing a receipt that I might need later. So
mumbling under my breath, I retraced my steps to the mall entrance. As
I was searching the wet pavement for the lost receipt, I heard a quiet
sobbing. The crying was coming from a poorly dressed boy of about 12
years old. He was short and thin. He had no coat. He was just wearing
a ragged flannel shirt to protect him from the cold night's chill.
Oddly enough, he was holding a hundred dollar bill in his hand.
Thinking that he had gotten lost from his parents, I asked him what was
wrong.
He told me his sad story. He said that he came from a large family.
He had three brothers and four sisters. His father had died when he
was nine years old. His Mother was poorly educated and worked two full
time jobs. She made very little to support her large family.
Nevertheless, she had managed to skimp and save two hundred dollars to
buy her children some Valentine's Day presents (since she didn't manage
to get them anything on Christmas).
The young boy had been dropped off, by his mother, on the way to her
second job. He was to use the money to buy presents for all his
siblings and save just enough to take the bus home. He had not even
entered the mall, when an older boy grabbed one of the hundred dollar
bills and disappeared into the night.
"Why didn't you scream for help?" I asked.
The boy said, "I did."
"And nobody came to help you?" I queried.
The boy stared at the sidewalk and sadly shook his head.
"How loud did you scream?" I inquired.
The soft-spoken boy looked up and meekly whispered, "Help me!"
I realized that absolutely no one could have heard that poor boy cry
for help.
So I grabbed his other hundred and made a run to my car.
*wad?????*
11:02 PM
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Sunday, November 07, 2004
somehow..deep down..im still a kid..im still reminscencing the days that my brother and i were running around the house,jumping on the beds..but now..it's like everything's changing..my bro's changing..proceeding to the next stage of his life.there's someone else that he needs to look after at now=)bro,if you're looking at this..hahas..good luck!=)wish u all the best huh?=P
me..i guessed i'll still be the same old mudane stagnant SAMQ
=))
10:53 PM
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Saturday, November 06, 2004
pop-ups
hahas..pop-ups.so now im wondering,wad if a guy is surfing on the net and out of the blue,an obscene pop-up appears.when you try to close the pop-up,some how instead of closing it,it enables you to enter into a more "detailed" page.(HEH)and now your mom or dad or ur sis comes into the room and is approaching ur comp.you would:
1)turn off the screen(they'll most probably probe and in the end,you'll end up appearing to be someone who's reallie surfing some unhealthy sites)
-not a good choice
2)might as well switch off the main switch(your comp will eventually conked up if u do that constantly)
-not a good choice too
3)shoo them off the room(similar consequences as choice (1)
-not a good choice definitely.
yeahh.anyone have any suggestions to that?
this happened to me once and my brother was just right behind me.and samq,being stupid and lame just went running out of the room,shouting:"oieee,bang1 wo3 ba3 dian4 nao3 guan1 diao4,bu4 shi4 wo3 kai1 de3!!".hahas.but well,thinking back,wouldn't it be more awkward for my bro than me to actually look into the screen and figure out how to close the window?well.HAHAS
11:36 AM
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Monday, November 01, 2004
o's chinese are over.but there's some stuffs coming ahead.the most pressing one would have to be huahui camp.well,i should really organise the meetings as soon as possible.or else,hahas,you guys are going to go hungry during camp=p
to friends out there who din do well for exams or even retained,take care.everything is not lost yett=)
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