Saturday, October 30, 2004
1:15 PM
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Friday, October 29, 2004
o's are coming.but lazy samq here does not have the mood to study since weds after she finshed studying her 8 ci yu shou ce(s) and chengyu book.now she's currently revising those numerous words on the chinese notes and is at the sec 4 syllabus.she hopes that she can finish those notes by tonight after she catch "The exorcist:The beginning" with her mom.i highly doubt that she would be able to make it.she would most probably dragg her blanket and her duck into her parent's room and camp there for a night.hence,she would then decided to set her alarm clock to 7.30pm,hoping that she would have the determination to wake up tomorrow to study.well,history repeats and she would wake up at around 9 after her mom brings the loud hailer into her room/parent's room.after finishing with her chinese notes,she would most probably takes a peep at her zuowen and yingyongwen notes and make sure she memorise the format of those 2 well.den,she would switch on the tv and watch channel mtv for the rest of the afternoon.in then end,she might be determined enough to start doing the test papers from the other schools.i mean,might.in the night,she'll probably go for a good swim and throw all her books aside and i doubt she would ever touch them again.i mean,not even on sun.that's how slack samq is.and you can say that she's complacent.but you know,it gets tired after you cramped in too much stuffs.she's out of it.
1nov:chinese o's
2-5nov:lessons
6nov:sngs open hse.dots
11-17nov:shanghai!yoohoo=)
25-26nov:cldds camp.yay=)
29nov-4dec:drama camp=)
9dec:dad's birthday:D
11dec:*grinx*
14dec:*yay*
more to come.
this hols is going to be COOL!
*SMIRKS*
8:51 PM
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling - live your life so that when you die, you're smiling and everyone around you is crying
sweet=)
7:05 PM
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Love is not a matter of counting the years ... But making the years count
Footprints in the Sand
Last night I had a dream. I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonged to me, the other to the Lord.
After the last scene of my life flashed before me, I looked back at the footprints in the sand. I noticed that at many times along the path of my life, especially at the very lowest and saddest times, there was only one set of footprints.
This really troubled me, so I asked the Lord about it.Lord, you said once I decided to follow you, You'll walk with me all the way. But I noticed that during the saddest and most troublesome times of my life, there was only one set of footprints. I don�t understand why, when I needed You the most, You would leave me?
The Lord replied,My son, my precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of suffering, when you could see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you?
7:12 PM
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Sunday, October 24, 2004
do u feel your conscience gnawing at you?
went deb's house on fri with hauyin and we really catch up alot on many japanese stuffs ,though deb sometimes was too hysterical and overly enthusiastic to introduce to both of us many johnny's clicks, but, i reallie enjoyed myself tt day=)saw bra-di..hahas..he's so cute=)
on the way home,something really out of the blue happened.after hauyin left the bus,i was left alone.when the bus reached the interchange,i left my seat and went to the exit while waiting for the bus to stop..2 guys came behind me.they were weird..really weird.one of the guy starting giggling and producing really annoying sounds:
police car:"pi po pi po...."
ambulance:"yi oh yi oh yi oh..."
weird breathing sounds..
I was TOTALLY IRRITATED.after i reached the interchange..another guy bumped onto me and i kind of fly off..well..he apologised but i ignored because i was already fuming irritated...
all these lasted for 5 minutes!
and you know what?later when i reached back home and through some medias..i realised they were from the disability school(white shirt and weird blue pants)
OH MAN!i shouldn't have gave them the black face if i've known that.im really sorry...i didn't mean it=(
btw.."A cinderella story" is a complete crap.and i don't find chad michael murray exceptionally good looking.opps..guess i'll face much confrontations"P
11:47 PM
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
*better a foolish wit than a witty fool
the horizon have open up.
the sky is no longer grey.
as long as my faith is strong.
as long as there are wings for me to fly and someone to hold me when i fall.
the rain,the thunderstorm,the hunger,the pain.
i won't be able to feel all that.
except the glowing flame that sparkles between us.
i was oblivious to that.
till that day.
does that sound so happily-engrossed-in-love?well.its not meant to be.
and yes.the horizon has indeed open up.im no longer one that bottoms up my feeling and keep it suppressing in my heart and mind.thanks to all my friends who have made my day=)hey.im not the only one so pissed up with *beep*(refer to previous post).wonderful=)
the challenge may seem to be tough.but i hope my wings are tough enough for me to soar huh?though its the first leap,i hope it'll be a great leap.even when i fall,there's always someone out there to catch me hopefully.its always great to know that someone out there is watching out for you.im still searching though=)
only shape thou thy silence to my wit*
10:49 PM
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004
i've learnt my lesson.its stupid that i actually quarrel with my mom over such trivial matters.mom is always the best, never ever made them angry.i can't deny the fact that they are not always right, but even if you want to swear, swear it under your breathe.never ever say it out loud and hurt their feelings.because there will never be overnight hatred between the both of us.the next day, i would still greet her with the most cherubic face and she would reply:" ji de fang xue yao da ge wo ok?"
I LOVE MY MOM=)
now lets have some interesting talk on [friends]
NOBODY.i mean nobody can ever replace your family.friends can be a joy,really, sometimes you think you love them more than you love your family.well..you're wrong.friend comes and go.friends can be 2 faced.they can be hypocrites.they can be backstabbers.they can be every nasty things that you call your mom during a fight.we never seem to realise that our mom are NOT at all nasty.they love you.they love you so much that they bear to point out all your faults just for your sake.friends,they first compliment and the next minute,they turn their back and critisize.true friends.any out there?
some people.some people i can't understand at all.people say time will reveal every true character.this time i would have to disagree in this case.this person here doesn't even need any time to portray the wickedness and lack of self respect and dignity in him/her.this person here puts him/herself on the pedestal thinking that everyone would adore him/her complacence.this person here is one of the worst i ever seen.her/him arrogance irks me.the way this person perform in his/her life would have to be F9.hey no.its ungraded.im so sorry to say that.your upbringing needs some revision.maybe you should just go back to being a nice innocent baby and starts learning how to act like a human ah?
YUCKS.incorrigible.i've never seen someone like this before.maybe i've did.but hey,you're lucky that im blogging about you here yarh?be honoured.i hope you're sneezing and your eyes are twitching like hell now
to hell.petrachan lover.you're stupidly in love with yourself.YUCKKKS!
i love all my friends.i really do.but sometimes there's just people out there who really needs some thrashing.sad case though.
8:10 PM
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Sunday, October 17, 2004
the idol's fever is really rising up to the core.can you guys feel the heat yet?idols idols idols.you hear people talking,gossiping,discussing who will be the one to be eliminated out of singapore idol.but.....whats really the true definition of an idol?someone that you could spent weeks of your pocket money while trying to starve for every afternoon's recess or really someone so saintly that you could even slit your wrist for?
sometimes i wonder.or should i put it this way.our parents often question us so much that it really makes us wonder.after spending so much time and effort and even money to try to get a glimpse of the idols,how much do they really appreciate our support?yes.we do see the artists saying tons of oh-i-love-my-fans-so-much "sweet nothings" to their supporters.but how much do those words really holds to them?we might get so crazy over those words but it might not even be a significance to them.i see eccentric fans rushing up to the stage like a crazy little kid and present god-knows-how-much-it-is present to the fans and the next thing is that the idol dumps it off into the dustbin.do they really deserve that much?
"he's so cute that i can die for him!"......"im so in love with him!"..."he's such a nice guy!"
well..come to think of it..when do we ever say these to our parents?to the contrary,how many times have we argued and fight with our parents because of them??how well do we know them actually?to even say that he's the greatest guy ever?what we often see is so superficial,so shallow.there's no depth to it.
nowadays,we see singers coming into the industry without revealing their faces and they get pretty good response from this kind of introduction.hey,this makes me wonder,if ocean ou turns out to look like nono,do you think you would even see his album up on the top20 chart?and if fiona xie is not such a bimbo,do you think she would live by with her "superior" acting and presenting skills?now is the era whereby we turn on the tv and lament:"not another stupid idol group trying to pollute the music industry??!!"stupid boybands are trying to corrupt our music industry!YES!music industry!music!not nonsensical stuffs!not trying to act cool,cute or even stupid with guys clad in pretty pink dresses trying to act sissified with sometimes speeches that we can't even decipher even when we try to strain our ears.we need real music.we really do.
well.this entry is certainly not meant to be offending to anyone who's reading this.yes.we would have some singers or artists that we really like a lot.however,other than really liking their music and their actings,there's really nothing much to get so crazy over with.everyone will have an idol.i do.everyone does.unless you are abnormal but the true definition of an idol all lies on your own perception.
idols=
1)someone that's good looking with no talents,no speech presenting skills,stupid and shallow
2)someone that's don't look extremely attractive but with extraordinary talents
u choose.
11:26 PM
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Saturday, October 16, 2004
*yay*had such a wonderful shopping spree today.bought a tee,skirt,swimsuit and earrings=)wahaha..but i seriously wanted to buy all of these:
1)paul frank sweater
2)voodoo doll tote bag
3)Roxy shirt
4)Roxy slippers
5)Zara shirt
6)Mango sleeveless
man..when am i going to buy all these stuffs?
*light bulb appears*
my birthday's coming!!!
OPPS=P
9:13 PM
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Thursday, October 14, 2004
*knocks head*+*shakes head*+*bumps head onto the wall*
~starts shining bright above me~
HOW BLUR CAN I GET????
boohoo=(
*******recuperating*******
okie..today was much of a fun.went eliz's hse and we were practically stoning.yes.stoning.eating potato chips and fizzy drinks huh?project HOr?hahas..so there's really nothing much to say about the project.in fact,i don't even know whats in it.anw..hahas..went to take neos in J8.man..how i adore that machine,it rocks a million times better than heeren's.just rotten luck to have choosen that rushing-to-get-reincarnated machine.yarh.end up din went shopping with jieying and din catch winbeldon with mingyee,pet and eliz too=(me and pok wanted to had some scares after having so much laugh on tues.really wanted to watch ouija board!!hahas..is it really that foreigh?it sounds like nobody really know that it existed.but the next timeslot was SEVEN?woah..nice lucky number yarh-_-"headed home after that.
my eyes pretty sore after wearing my contacts..mmm..heard bro saying that people whose eyes are too concave or convex cannot wear contacts for too long..mmm?really..should plan on my laser operation soon=Pohhh..btw..im most probably going to take up guitar during hols!isn't that SO COOL????hahas..this hols is going to be fun=)
just turned off the radio coz oh-so-kawaii zhou chong qing is trying to scare people with creepy stories about a haunted doll..promoting doll master perhaps..man..something just fall onto my desk from the notice board..boohoo...*wheres my cross*..in the name of the father and of the son and of the holy spirit amen.peace=)
ohh..my taiwan's fren online..shall catch up on stuffs=)
5:35 PM
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004
i have never been so slack for so looooooonng!!!should have spent the day going shopping with mum but she was complaining that the weather was too hot...wad a waste of time,i was really in a high mood to shop for new clothes but her: "YOU have 2 whole months to shop!" just kinda stumped me.HAHA..so i practically spent my whole nice day online"Pmy neck's getting really sore.haha.tmr's going to eliz's hse,not to play,not to slack but to do the 0h-i-love-it-so-much harbin project.mann..its already like 5 months since we left that place and the whole school doesn't even know that there's a grp of girls who went there.wads the project for?some crapps to hypothize them to sleep perhaps.HAHAS.and our job is to get them not to sleep.accordingly.-_-"wadever.
this is not good.i shouldn't be facing a lump of metal whole day loong..go get some fresh air sam!!ok..im going to do it!at least for tomorrow..can't get my eyes off the comp screen now.oppsX)
7:47 PM
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
exams are over!like FINALLY?hahas...i should really convert my religion to slackism..it ROCKS!after chinese test,me,hauyin,weeling,alana,jieying and pok head to town to catch white chicks,,the theatre was one sixth filled with sn gals i guess,met loads of people..white chicks is really good!anybody hungry for laughters should go catch it,it makes people laugh like crazy..though obscene in some scenes..but who cares??hahas..most of the gals in the theatre really LOL(laugh out loud) while the guys doesn't really enjoy how the movie "humiliates" their body..opps..isn't that too serious a description to use x)the trailer initially wasn't really appealing..my first impression:"WAH,another stupid movie again??"..but i was utterly wrong..it's indeed stupid but stupidly laughable;)hahas..reallie enjoyed the show;)
spicy chicken spaggetti in pastamania rox!though i kept sipping pok's cold drink because of intense burning of the tongue but its reallie nice and cheap compared to the original sakae buffet that we had wanted to go;)hahas..had a nice day today;)
thanks to all my friends who had make my day today;)
8:29 PM
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Friday, October 08, 2004
i can't breathe!!!!so many of my seniors got 6-8 for their L1r5!!god..i need to cool down..ohman..i am going to be so dead..6-8??the lowest i have received was 10..and that is only for one term?AHH!i can't stand their intelligence..shall snatch all their notes from them after the exams:P
btw,have been downloading my adobe photoshop from afternoon till now and theres still like 2 more hrs before it completes?URGH.never mind,i hope its worth it=)
mom and dad will be heading towards m'sia tmr and my brother and i would be the heads of the house!muahaha..shall make good use of these 2 days:)nevertheless,i'll miss them=)bon voyage and hope they'll have a good lovey dovey time there without me and my bro's inspection:P
it was plain slack today..meaning tmr wld be chionging time!!whooshh!
=)
10:39 PM
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woah~~~im back from a hiatus..well..actually not,have been coming online for the past few days but din manage to blog..mmm..this week was needless to say:HECTIC.the same routine repeats its cycle everyday.rush home,eat,bath,study,take a nap,study till the middle of the night,sleep,wake up,feeling tensed,leave a whole cup of milo untouched,head to school.but hey!i've managed to survive through one whole week and one day of this wonderful schedule and im proud to say that im still alive.ehhs..sounds rather corny:P
have been thinking about my wishlist that i would put up at the end of every year and hope that i can change my template soon=)shall try to put my hands into photoshop once i download or manage to get it from any media:)
PS:the invigilator today better go home and reflect on her behaviour.what is exactly her problem to raise her voice and shout at us when we are already so worried about our papers?STOP trying to use your authority as a senior teacher.it doesn't make you a more repectable person.scram.
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