Monday, August 30, 2004
finding myself with nothing nice enough to blog about
just have to admit that my life is rather boring
tomorrow is teachers day
have not bought any present for the teacher since i enter sngs
guess i don't really like any of the teachers there
woodlands primary
nice 2 years that i spent in
but unfortunately i am unable to go back
happy teachers day to li lao shi
you're still the best teacher that i had for my whole entire life
:D
L1r5 was sky-high
but still manage to hold a b3 for my overall
phew..!
but i guess i still have a long way to go
results for this term was really tragic
i guess whole cohort din do well
in fact our class has only 5 people who scored 20 and below for L1r5
SHOCKINGLY FREAKINGLY LOW
haix:(
samantha.jieying.samq.snail.woniu.nerd 2.HAHA:D
8:17 PM
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Tuesday, August 24, 2004
internet is something really scary.sometimes you will just sit in front of the computer and stare at the screen,doing nothing.and what has the world become since the birth of internet?world wide web,as it is called,people all around the world can see what you post on the web.criticism,vandalism,scandals and attentions all starts to surge in.you can't stop them from coming in and worst of all,you don't know who is the real person at the end of the other computer.it sounds as if the internet is at fault.on second thought,it has nothing to do with the corruption we see on the net.humans,they are always the source of trouble.they knew what they do is wrong,yet they don't foresee the negative effects that will eventually comes back to them.
what goes round comes round
do you guys agree that people have different personality on the web?a friend whom you can talk to so casually and amiably may be someone that doesn't even look into your eye when he/she talks to you but he/she can literally sticks his/her face into the comp screen.same goes to us.sometimes you realise that emotions or rather redundant emotions are expressed to the receiver."haha","hehe"...do you really laugh in front of the comp?do you think you can really communicate so well to the person in real life?believe me,the person you are playing online is someone you are trying so hard to be but can't be fulfilled in real life.think about it.
what about relationships?do you guys think that relationships can be established firmly sorely through the internet?people chat on the net,imagining that a mere "I love you" from the other party comes from the bottom of his heart,but in reality,its just a few mere taps on the keyboard.love confession,marriage proposals,are written in an email entry and send to the other party.absurd?very.
if you can relate any content from this entry,please do not think that im pointing my finger at you.really,sometimes,people just tend to immerse themselves too much in this world of illusion and many a times,it is addictive.im am,one of the addict.
10:12 PM
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Friday, August 20, 2004
you know when is the best time to blog?it's when there is so much emotion surging through your soul that u just have to shout everything out!i have no idea where i am suddenly infuriated by some of the events that is happening around me.some of my friends.some of them are just so shallow.so superficial.sometimes i just feel like shouting right into their face: "Can you stop being such a freak?get a life!!"and some are just so insensitive to not know what is the appropriate thing to say at the appropriate time.urgh.man,i need some room to breathe.maybe im just over reacting and viewing things too much through a magnifying glass.
this is not call indulgence.this is call infatuation.indulgence is a pleasant feeling that sparkles up your life.infatuation ruins you,corroding and eating up your flesh pieces by pieces.if you know what i mean.just scram.i am not obliged to tell you this,but u performed ineptly in your life.you are simply,just a loser.
well,i sound pretty much like a loser too.one who only dares to vent her anger in her blog and not do the serious confrontation.but you know what,some people are just too deaf to hear anything.they are not deaf.they choose to be one.look,this clearly emphasizes on their stupidity and inmaturity.
life is full of shades of grey.maybe you would like to add some colours to it?
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Tuesday, August 17, 2004
the world is so big and there are so many people on it.so many events are happening at the same time.what is this little mishap that is happening to me?it is nothing in the eyes of this big big world.only when you realise this, will you be able to take things in your stride.nothing is too big to be overcome:)and im glad that i am alive.healthy and strong.i am blessed with the ability to survive in this world and i should do my utmost in making my life here worthwhile.so it is really meaningless to lament.why should i?when it does nothing but make me miserable:)
i realise that sometimes people should just know the limit and don't try to cross the danger line.it's not worth it.it degrades your value.
love what you do.do what you love
11:31 PM
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Monday, August 16, 2004
My first rice cooking experience
samq did her first cooking in her whole entire lifetime today!(except for those failed attempts during home econs:P)lol.well,mom and dad went out today and i was left at home to safeguard the house when in actual fact i slept right after i finished part of my math revision.lol.mom had reminded me repeatedly that i would have to cook the rice if she wasn't back by 5.30..so i was nodding my head profusely when i was actually watching out for the guy in the telly during the reminder.yarh..she taught me that i should wash the rice first and then sink my hand into the rice filled with water and the appropriate volume of water will be achieved when the level of the water is just right above the surface of my hand when i pressed the rice down..so after all the reminders.i happily went to sleep..ZZZZzzzz..opps..i forgot to set the alarm..uh oh
instead my mom's fren's call woke me up..i was still in a daze and thought that the time was early..but...it was 6.30 alr!!!!omg..so i was rushing to the kitchen and did everything rushly and anyhow-ly.i prayed that the rice would turn out alright and went back to my math revision..heehee..and during dinner time,i got a scolding from my dad..why??the rice was too hard..but i thought it was quite ok??erms..that's not the point,the point is my mom was not blaming me..wondering why??
she said that she forgot that my hands were smaller and so the water volume must be different and added that that time when my brother was cooking,the rice was too wet because his hands were too big.i was rolling off my chair then
what a nice cooking experience:P
8:23 PM
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Saturday, August 14, 2004
You have a heartsick soul! Youre the type of girl
who always has a crush and is writing their
name on all your books. You are a hopeless
romantic. Waiting for that prince charming, you
take love seriously, but still play any chance
you get. You can have a lot if boys who are
friends, but waiting for that perfect
boyfriend. Sometimes you are discouraged
because there are no sparks but even if the
smallest thing happens, youre on Cloud 9. You
believe in true love and wait for it. Just dont
be afraid to take a chance. Love is all about
risks.
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woah...its so true until it is scary:X
2:08 PM
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
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8:37 PM
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Tuesday, August 10, 2004
samq is back from vietnam!:D
well..well..well..what can i say about this trip?a trip filled with laughter,anguish and a tiny weeny bit of remorse?maybe..but it was certainly not the ideal trip for samq,a typical singaporean longing for a walk in the shopping centre.
the street was dirty,the people there were poor.there were countless times that people came upon us to begg for some money but we were told not to give them any money because once u gave it to one of the children,the rest will approach and starts bugging.bugging is not a really nice word to use but indeed,that was what they say.i saw some kids picking up biscuits from the floor to eat and topless young children holding a baby on their arms and i was wondering how did they manage to do that.i can't even hold a baby sometimes and they are only kids around the age of 5.traumatized?i was very.telling the truth,i am not a samaritian and neither are my parents,other than using this as an opportunity to reflect on how blessed we are,we just walked past the kids.we did spared a thought for them,but no real actions were done to help make their life better.well,what can we really do actually?the money that we spared can't last them for days.the thing that stirred my indignation was that the kids are all left on the street with their moms..what about the daddy?don't tell me that the dads had all abandoned the kids and their moms and left them on their own to survive?that is ridiculous.and from what i see,all the people working along the streets are all females.you see young pretty ladies plying along the street,hoping that people will patronise their goods for a mere few sing dollars.where are the guys?
there are so many things that happened in vietnam that i don't wish to elaborate.lol.alliance was formed in the tour group and people don't see eye to eye with each other.for a moment,i was actually enjoying this nonsense as it served as the only form of entertainment in the trip there.sarcastic ahh?well,you will never understand how i felt there.boos~
anyway,i finished studying redox,mole concept and acid and bases in less than one hour.god bless!:D
10:41 PM
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Friday, August 06, 2004
pick up the phone and talk to me.or
just listen to me.
10:39 PM
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Thursday, August 05, 2004
had a sudden urge to write down all my train of thoughts today:)
-daylight faded and the ruddy flame of fire filled up the room.cosy and warm.how nice it would be,if life is as simple as the exchange of the day.surveying the nature out of the glassy window,the world is filled with simplicity and tranquility.isn't it?
-life is full of pit stops.here i am.stopping at this juncture of the day,hopeing that you will ask for a hitch to the ride to paradise:)
10:51 PM
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Wednesday, August 04, 2004
i like the feeling of being crushless.no more worries.no more expectations.no more tears
without him
there's this girl who likes a guy
so much that
she couldn't believe who she was
the guy was in oblivion
not to her.probably to another
sometimes she lets whining thoughts manifest her minds
sometimes she couldn't breathe
sometimes she wonder and ponder
what is she actually doing
now this girl finally grasp hold of this opportunity
no.she's not letting him ruin her life
thrusting him out of her world
the girl is now free
happily ever after.without him:)
9:24 PM
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Monday, August 02, 2004
its no use holding on to futile hopes
its no use holding on the things that are unappreciative
its no use doing and thinking on things that have no impact on yourself and the ones you love
letting go.the hardest thing to do.
i want to cry,but tears won't flow out.why?
it's stupid,sam.its really stupid
you don't have to do that,you no need to make your life miserable
what are you clinging on to?
sometimes you wonder too right?
who are you?
a mere 14 year old kid barely out of grade 9.a mere kid trying so hard to fit the impossible in
you spent your time thinking about it.it's not worth it
i know what you want.but you already have it.it's just beside you.everyday,every minute,every second
try to feel.and not suffocate under the illusions you always been cheating or maybe,consoling yourself with
if it's yours.it will meant to be.
e.v.e.n.t.u.a.l.l.y
9:31 PM
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Sunday, August 01, 2004
people say time will lighten all emotions.but time does not diminish the glowing flame for you in me:)
The cat high concert in esplanade was rather ok.(sorry to the performers there)i was not terribly impressed by the performing groups.opps,i shan't elaborate more;p
i was terriby traumatized with taking 2 wrong trains today.returned home with yc today since he wanted to go back to his grandmom's house.so i followed him blindly to take the train that was heading towards booy lay instead of woodlands.how blur can i be?AND i mean,i thought guys have a better sense of direction than girls?ok,nvm.so we were in the train,chatted occasionally when i realised that something was wrong..erms,how come i've never pass those buildings that i am currently seeing through the window?WOAH!we are at paya lebar.
-_-"
so i was like frantically telling him that we were heading towards the wrong direction and the train door was still open at the paya lebar stop but he said that we can still get down at the next stop..i was like thinking,why don't we just get down at paya lebar?waste my money and my time.furthermore,my leg was aching but that is not the point.the point is,i thought once we got out and change our side,we can go home eventually.BUT,we forgot to change out train at city hall*cries*.i mean,i was like "wad?"..again ahh?the unlucky thing was that,i actually met renjie when he came into the train at city hall mrt,i was like thinking that IF i didn't take the wrong train i wldn't meet him and all.but nvm,i started asking him things about jun qin and steffi;Phahas,so i have updated infos.lol..so after standing for more than 1 hour,we reached home and dad came to fetch me at the mrt,thanks,or else my leg would break:)
2 complimentary tickets wasted..haiz:(
btw,the auntie in the esplanade concert hall was very irritating
10:06 PM
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