Friday, July 30, 2004
although i have pretended to move on.a part of me will always be with you
guess what?giraffes actually have short necks instead of long ones.long long time ago,when you and i are not born and neither our parents are born and neither our grandparents are born............giraffes have short short necks.however,because leaves grow on trees,giraffes have to stretch their necks in order 2be able to consume their food.as times goes by,a mutation happened in their genes whereby the genes had been adapted to produce alleles that would produce long necks in giraffes.due to natural selection,those giraffes with short necks gradually dies out and never exist to produce the next generation whereas the long neck giraffes continues to breed and reproduce.hence,giraffes now have long long necks!:)
so i guess mutation are not exactly bad everytime though it is the cause of down sydrome.down syndrome iscaused by the overexpression of the 21th extra chromosomes in the body.babies with down syndrome age faster and look older than they actually are.down syndrome are actually known as the mongolian disease but was strongly opposed by the mongolians as it clearly insults their race.another disease cause by mutation is the sickle cell anaemia which occurs in people with homozygous recessive genes.though heterozygous recessive patients are immune to it,theypossess the defective genes and are capable of producing babies with this disease if her/his partner possesses homozygous recessive or heterozygous recessive genes.with that,patients are not able to produce pigment in their skin and eyes and so they appear to be very fair and their eyes red.why red?because their eyes do not possess the white pigment and what is behind your eyes?yarh,blood vessels.that's why the eye appear to be red when what we see are actually blood vessels:)
with that,i ended today's entry.inference question now.what can you infer from samq's entry today.i have my quotes and explaination now,this leads to english literature by the way.from samq's entry,we can see that she ended each paragraph witha":)" ,from here,we can tell that she seems to enjoy biology lessons and is beginning to like ms praveena more.here,we can link to samq's private life and her attentiveness during biology lessons.once again,with the fact that she never mention about her english literature testtoday tells us that she flunk it.with that,i end today's entry.again with a :)
thx zhongwei for explaining to me what titration is,you proved to be better than my chemistry teacher:)
5:50 PM
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Thursday, July 29, 2004
how cool they lie.they hardly ever touch
or if they do,it is like confession
or having little feelings-or too much.
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Monday, July 26, 2004
the addiction to internet is rather scary.i've been coming online everyday!mmm..does it sound scary to you?maybe not..because it is actually very common for teenagers to come online frequently nowadays.hahas..ok..contradicting statement.
got back my chinese paper today!woah...nothing to be proud of because everybody did very well.but something tt is worth complimenting is that my chinese summary improve..muahaha..ok..maybe it is not very worth bragging about but at least i don't have to answer to my mom now why chinese summary is pulling my overall chinese results down.however,i just have this feeling that happiness will be short-lived.it always does.
a rather busy week..but im looking forward to the performance in esplanade.all the best~:)
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Saturday, July 24, 2004
when people have far too much time to spend,they end up doing nothing.that's what happening to me today.i did not do anything constructive at all today.simply slacking in front of the computer and the telly.realised that people really need something in their life to keep them going.to spur them on to work hard to achieve to greater heights.well,im determined to do lots and lots of things tomorrow.or else i will really be letting myself down,or rather the weekend
initially wanted to go out with steffi to support jun qin for his drama play in victoria but didn't go in the end due to some unforeseen circumstances.hahas,well,hope that they have a successful performance:)
cut my hair today!hahas,just realise many people cut their hair.felicia,weilin,danfong....hahas.wonder why too.
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004
wow~thank you everyone for the brilliant response and feedbacks to Qihang!im already looking forward to next year's one.SN cldds rocks!
i love pok!she really rocks my life!we two were running on the track for pe today.i was feeling real bored and just asked her a casual question.
me:heys,wanna go for the esplanade concert?
pok:dunnoe leh,you wanna go?
me:don't think so,15 bucks leh,bankrupt already
pok:go la..i sponsor you 7 bucks
me:-shocked-*shakes my head to get myself back into reality*
me:REALLY?ahhhhhh!!..
i really have been blessed to have her as my friend.im so fortunate with so many wonderful friends around me.u guys filled up my life with colours!u guys light up my life!
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Saturday, July 17, 2004
The second day of Qihang was the most memorable day in my whole entire cldds life.tears of happiness weaved bits and pieces of emotions and passions into a beautiful cardigan,always there to bring me warmth whenever i am feeling down and cold.hahas..what a stupid description but it really comes from the bottom of my heart:)
i was nervous.i was on the verge of breaking down.but we did it!we really did it!*cheers*we managed to shake off the phobia of yesterday's unsuccessful performance and rock the stage today.laughters seems to spur us to work and put in our most possible effort into making this ju an unforgettable one.to all those people who enjoyed our performance and laughed,thanks a million!:D
the happy hours we were all waiting for was quite a fun one..hahas..me,jovena,phebe,steffi,yixin,deborah and esti went ps pizza hut to have our dinner..was so full after all those pizzas and chicken wings..then rachel and lulu came along..jokes and lame scandals were flying all over again..then we took neos!!hahas..it was soo disastrous but i had fun:Pwell..qihang reallie rocks my life.to all members of 617(168) bus-stop..we are the professionals!:)
11:52 PM
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Thursday, July 15, 2004
im am abit astonished by my entry yesterday also.does it sound like a death hoax written to my parents so that they will feel guilty once i commited suicide?sam ah..you really have to grow up.life is never smooth all the time.the most important thing is to pack up all your load and bid goodbye to all those miserys and defeats that you have faced.walk on and never turn back and do the same mistake again.that is and that will be the smartest action to take.and i have to say that my mom is the greatest people on earth.despite scolding me like a mad woman yesterday,she bought me a cushion today!i really appreciate that.at least i know that she still and had always love me as a daughter and what she said yesterday was just words at the heat of the moment.which mother on earth does not love their children?they may not show it so outwardly but inside,the love for the kids are always growing.mom,im sorry for hurting you yesterday.i just wanna say that everything will turn out fine and that i know that you love me.i know you always do:)
Qihang is starting tomorrow!to bus stop 617 and the whole of cldds!we can make it!show the others that we are the best and that nobody is going to stop the hua hui spirit from soaring!:Dtomorrow's performance will be a success:)
10:03 PM
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Wednesday, July 14, 2004
what if i tell you that i came to school with an empty stomach?
what if i tell you that i had breakfast at 1p.m?
what if i tell you that rehearsal today was not successful?
what if i tell you that i was surrounded with friends crying around me?
what if i tell you i had 3 breads for dinner?
all these are not pathetic enough for you to empathize with me
but what if i tell you that my mother scolded me a slut and cursed that i will get credit for my o level oral?
im tired and miserable.i thought she will be magnanimous enough to empathize with the hectic schedule i was going through.im always tired of pleading to her so that she can let me go out with my friends.im tired that i have to made a pact with her to do well for my tests just to see my pals.
yet,i don't want to sound like an evil daughter cursing her mother on the blog.maybe everything happens for a reason but the reason was not meant to be known now.maybe criticism may just be another obstacle that i have to overcome.maybe i really deserved to be scolded.maybe....maybe.
10:02 PM
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Tuesday, July 13, 2004
somehow..i don't think that i did well.i can never do as well as my oral trial.but it's over and i should not wallow in self depression anymore.jiayou sam:D
im now suffering from the after effects of this drink:goat's milk+soyachino+chilli(my fav)+little shrimps+ribena+7up+ayam essence+kikoman.man..it taste horrible.
don't you see?im on top of the world,guiding after you:)
11:02 PM
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Thursday, July 08, 2004
maybe my direction of life have changed.school,common tests,results are no longer that important to me.just received back my chemistry test paper today.it was ok..but i wasn't happy.i just used it as a good excuse for mom to allow me to go to fel's party.well....maybe im not that nerdy as i used to be:)
i really think i should protect my throat for oral next week and qihang is coming also.good luck to all that is going to take the test.we guys are going to get excellent results!astonish the tester with ur eloquent flow of chinese and let their jaws drop open!hahas..guess that's too exaggerated.
i guess i like soccer.played it during pe this tues.i think i can play quite well!hahas..ego me..but its fun trying to change the direction the football is heading to and chasing after it.however,it was a tiring game,definitely not excruciating because i enjoyed it!:D
9:41 PM
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Tuesday, July 06, 2004
mouth.an instrument for you to communicate and get your ideas and thoughts through to the other person.it can be a sentimental instrument,weaving out fairytales ,yet, it can also be a knife,slicing you pieces out of pieces.again,it can infuriate.to someone out there,if i have offended you by saying or asking what i should not say,i apologise and stress that i do not mean any harm at all.:)
10:28 PM
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Thursday, July 01, 2004
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