Wednesday, May 26, 2004
hey...my new template:)spent quite a lot of time working on it.but i know it's not going to be used for long because im fickle.hahas.
i guess this is the last time i'm going to blog before heading to harbin.*exciting*:)was packing my bag just now when my dad suddenly came home.my mom was talking something spastic about the cat high guys when my dad suddenly interrupted.
dad:you3 nan2 hai2 zi3 qu4 ya3?(there's guys going there?)
mom:you3 la...gong1 jiao4 de3(yarh..cat high ones)
dad:wow..zhe4 yang4 bu4 shi4 hui4 cha1 chu2 huo3 hua1?(wow..then there will be sparks evolving between them?)
i pengx.i pengx.i pengx pengx pengx.
10:14 PM
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Monday, May 24, 2004
to say the truth.im really quite satisfied with my results.but..my mother's reaction was very saddening.she didn't say anything.no compliments,no encouragements,no scoldings.nothing.i felt really dissapointed:(
i hope my mom say something soon.
10:39 PM
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Thursday, May 20, 2004
love last?
watching meteor garden now.the story plot just lead me into wondering whether true love really last?i believe that someone would get sick and tired of another person sooner or later.it just depends on how long the relationship would last but it would definitely stop.just like a nice spinning top..it starts off nice and fast but would eventually slows down and --that's it.the end.
i watched a drama in Huangcheng before.The colours of love.It displays on how love can be described as a rainbow.comprises of so many colours.so nice,so colourful,yet so complicated.each colour represent the different stages of love.very sophiscated drama indeed.
"yesterday......all my trouble seem so far away.how come i feel like a shit today?"
11:09 PM
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Tuesday, May 18, 2004
chemistry test tmr!!!!urgh..am actually quite excited for it.:P hahas..not because that i am already very prepared it but that it is the last test if the term!!!(hopefully)
6:07 PM
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Wednesday, May 12, 2004
woohoo..nice harbin..
enjoying myself under the aircon now..mmm..cooling..hahas.i sound so mentally unstable now.well..sad thing about today..the china trip meeting was cancelled!i was so disappointed about it and the reason all lies with those cath high guys!!Urghhh..but i am quite happy for jieying,she's going to be so high and so glad next wednesday.all the way jieying!:P
muahahah.am reallie stretching my neck towards that day..
:)
well..had lunch together with deb at tamako japanese family restaurant..had a plate of omu rice and 3 ornigamiand they taste really quite good..but i was really full because of all the glutinous rice.thanks deb for accompanying me there:)
the sad thing is..i burned a hole in my pocket:P
i think i should study for my math test on friday now..isn't it?off i go..:)
7:49 PM
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Monday, May 10, 2004
wow..blogger.com changed its outlook.mmm..pretty nice..hahas..it's always good to have a change.well..its 19 days to my china trip!!am really excited for it because it's going to be really fun and interesting.though i must really agree with jieying that the trip would be splendid and flawless if ahem won't be there.well..i'll think on the positive side.what is exactly the big deal about ahem being there?maybe he would not even cast a look on any of us.sam..think simple.life is simple.and i won't let such a jerk spoil my days there.come to think of it..it's really foolish of us to chat about him.dotx..we just find him amusing..hahas.
gotten back my biology paper..what can i say??ahhhhh!!..im just sad.but not disappointed AT ALL.that's the kind of grade i expected.i didn't even have the mood to study for it.well..i'll try to study my best next time!NO!not try..i MUST!
but..i can't have a stale and mouldy social life.must really do something to my life.hahas.:D
9:31 PM
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Saturday, May 08, 2004
A ninety-one year old woman died after living a long dignified life. When
She met God she asked him something that had long bothered her. If Man was created in God's image, and if all men are created equal, why do people treat each other so badly?
God replied that each person who enters our life has a unique lesson to teach us. And it is only through these lessons that we learn about life, people, relationships and God. This confused the woman, so God began to
explain.
When someone lies to you it teaches you that things are not always as they seem. The truth is often far beneath the surface. Look beyond the masks people wear if you want to know their heart. And remove your own masks to let people know yours.
When someone steals from you it teaches you that nothing is forever. Always appreciate what you have, for you never know when you might lose it. And never, ever take your friends and family for granted because today
is the only guarantee you have.
When someone inflicts an injury upon you it teaches you that the human state is a fragile one. Protect and take care of your body as best you can, it's the only thing you are sure to have forever.
When someone mocks you it teaches you that no two people are alike. When you encounter people who are different from you, don't judge them by how they look or act; instead base your opinion on the contents of their
heart.
When someone breaks your heart it teaches you that loving someone does not always mean that person will love you back. But don't turn your back on love because when you find the right person, the joy that one person
brings will make up for all the past hurts put together times ten.
When someone holds a grudge against you it teaches you that everyone makes mistakes. When you are wronged, the most virtuous thing you can do is forgive the offender without pretense. Forgiving those who have hurt us is the most difficult and courageous thing Man can do.
When a loved one is unfaithful to you it teaches you that resisting temptation is Man's greatest challenge. Be vigilant in your resistance against all temptation. By doing so you will be rewarded with an enduring
sense of satisfaction far greater than the temporary pleasure by which you were tempted.
When someone cheats you, it teaches you that greed is the root of all evil. Aspire to make your dreams come true, no matter how lofty they may be. Do not feel guilty about your success, but never let an obsession with achieving your goals lead you to engage in malevolent activities.
When someone ridicules you it teaches you that nobody is perfect. Accept people for their merits and be tolerant of their flaws. Do not ever reject someone for imperfections over which they have no control.
Upon hearing the Lord's wisdom, the old woman became concerned that there were no lessons to be learned from Man's good deeds. God replied that Man's capacity to love is the greatest gift he has. At the root of all kindness is love, and each act of love also teaches us a lesson.
The woman's curiosity deepening, God once again began to explain.
When someone loves us it teaches us that love, kindness, charity, honesty, humility, forgiveness and acceptance can counteract all the evil in the world. For every good deed, there is one less evil deed. Man alone has the power to control the balance between good and evil, but because the lessons of love are not taught often enough, the power is too often abused.
When you enter someone's life, whether by plan, chance or coincidence, consider what your lesson will be. Will you teach love or a harsh lesson of reality? When you die will your life have resulted in more loving or hurting? More comfort or pain? More joy or sadness? Each one of us has power over the balance of love in the world. Use it wisely. Don't miss an opportunity to nudge the world's scale in the right direction.
Whoever has sight of this story, hopefully there will be a little less evil in the world and a little more love.
5:33 PM
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Monday, May 03, 2004
opps..now that i come online everyday..im feeling a bit worried that i'll be distracted and obsessed with using the computer..wells..i'll try to control myself.went to the tuition centre with jy and hy today and i realised the name of the tuition centre was:"EDISON tuition centre".wow..that means jy will definitely enjoy herself there and smarkie too..hees.
got back my chinese today.wow..splendid..that's like the lousiest results for my whole 15 years of studying chinese.though i got like A,i was reallie pissed off with my chang wen shuo duan..like wth larrrhhh....can be described literally as SHIT.shitty shit.
speaking of shitty shit..some people can really be crowned as the shitty shit king..like what??i like him?piece of shit.maybe you can just find another person in the zoo to like you.me?in your next lifetime.don't be such an ego pls?look at urself in the ALREADY CRACKED mirror.thanks.and you better keep a distance from us in the trip.or else i'll beat you into a pulp.i promised.
mmm..this entry is so full of shit today.
6:26 PM
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