Friday, April 30, 2004
wow!!!5 tests this week is finally over!social studies,a-math,e-math,chinese and biology tests are over!wow..it already takes like so looong to type out the whole sentence...hahas..went towning today with my kor,jie and laogong..hehes..family gathering.ah bu not able to join coz she said she had something on....like out of the blue?hehes..maybe she got a sudden date..?wells..me and my laogong was like walking around searching for our mom's present while my siblings just went to let their hair down..i supposed..well..we had fun taking the neoprints and they were rather nice.hahas.on our way to dhoby ghaut mrt train..we were like running..or shld i say sprinting because the door of train is going to close soon..i thought i would not make it..but all of us did..despite the fact that yinghan nearly got crashed.-_-"hahas.laogong bought her mom's present first.its rather nice but i guess my mom won't like it because she would say that it's impractical.i would rather my mom to like it..then i would not have to spend so many hours trying to find something appropriate for her.nevertheless,i settled on the present(s).it was kinda funny while i was shopping for it.the shop attendant was like"What is your budget?"..it kind of stumped me but i replied"erm..it's kinda low..$8?"and she gave me a roll eye look!feel like pucnching my fist right into her face!hahas..but i still bought something there.find it quite nice and bought some nicely packaged cookies from marks and spencer too.i guess my mom would like the presents since she likes to try out new tidbits and snacks and this is the first year im buying her presents instead of treating her to a restaurant.mmm..what will my brother buy this time?
i think my brother's really fillial.he gave like $150 to my mom from his salaries in the army and the tuition he gave to my neighbour living downstairs.when i saw him giving her the money,a sudden surge of guilt overcome.gnawing at me.maybe im really rude and naughty to her sometimes.well..but i really do love my family!and im sure i will miss them like crazy during my one week in china.
wow..my dad and mom are on the sofa watching telly together!it has been quite long since my dad settle down on a seat to catch a show.he's really busy this few weeks and can see that he's really tired.however,he will just look so fresh and energetic in the morning,undying flame of enthusiam.rather inappropriate.hees..who cares.
well..i'll stop wallowing in self-depression.there's still a long way to go in my life.looking at some other people on the earth.im am so fortunate.so blessed.so loved.why lament?
no mid yr review and free apple pies for yellow-house members today!
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Thursday, April 29, 2004
tests..tests and more tests.don't this world know that we have other things to settle other than tests?there are so many things..terrible things waiting to be solved.waiting to be get rid all and yet i MUST divert all my attention to tests that don't even determine my future at all?or at least not so much on....well.im pissed.and there's biology test tmr that i haven't even finish studying on!im pissed off with myself.
maybe the only consoling thing is that mid-years cancelled.
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Monday, April 26, 2004
yay!my new template is done!isn't it pretty?well..this week is going to be stressful.can't believe that i just cleared 3 out of 5 tests today.maths was pretty difficult,especially a-math.but nevertheless,i've done my best.no regrets.ss was completely absurd!nothing relevant came out!well..the school is cheating on my feelings again.:P
yesterday,my brother's friends came to my house for some project thing.his friends were weird people.seriously.but in truth,only weird people can get along with my brother.one corny guy was using the paper measuring tape that you can get from ikea to measure the waist of my brother and he did it in front of me while i was studying for ss.well..i tried to control my laughter but it burst out eventually and i quickly paced back to my bedroom.he was one funny guy and the things coming out of his mouth makes you wonder whether you are in a primary school canteen..am i mean or what?lol.but heard from my brother that he's a smart guy.-_-"maybe what i define as a smart person doesn't really exist in this world....did any of you guys watched "liang2 zhu4"?i was crying like mad ..even in front of my brother's friend.mmm..they may think that im one of their kind=p.the story was so tragic.so sad.lovers in that era are really poor things.
hey hey hey!!!im going to haerbin!this time its confirmed!but what really worries me is the sars outbreak in china.im really scared that it would affect out trip.pray hard.
well..i think im off to take a afternoon nap.gotta start studying for chinese!:D
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Monday, April 19, 2004
mole concept....it sucks.
sudden urge to go to haerbin..helpless
if there is no more space in hell.
the dead will walk the earth.
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Thursday, April 08, 2004
this week was definitely hectic and stressful.but i enjoyed it.sounds contradictory right?but......i know i'm going to miss the days rehearsing with all my fellow friends.i know that maybe we are not that splendid in our acting.but im certainly proud of ourselves for putting the best effort in making the whole performance a success.so...... from the bottom of my heart..to steffi,bird,jovena,ahmina,jeanie,korkor,xiaoqi,meihui and jolene,i love you guys!
tomorrow and saturday is going to be a busy day.that leaves me only sunday for homework and revisions.buck up samq!
i know that i can do it!
look fear in the eye,and it would just vanish out of sight.
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Sunday, April 04, 2004
there's a sudden surge of agony and sadness devouring me from inside out.
i really miss my primary school friends.i miss bee siew,yu peng,guan wei,tong chong,huilng,shao min,melanie,jialing,cheryl,wen hui,shi hui,yingqun,lee lao shi,mrs chong and the rest of 6L'01
do friends really just come and go?can't there be an eternal friendship?
i tried to hold my tears whenever i think of you
and now the building that holds 2 years of precious memories is gone
will i be able to see you guys again?
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Friday, April 02, 2004
hey..im back from japan!in fact..im already back for 2 weeks already.well.japan rocks!the people there were reallie nice and lots of eye candies there.my tour group was reallie huge,about 40 people and my tour guide is a malaysian who came to japan for further studies 27 years ago and later settled in japan after his marriage to a japan woman there.he was a really nice guy.humourous and fun.my coach driver was really cute.bet you guys will be thinking...coach driver..cute???haha..well..he really do.especially like his hair.miss so much things in tokyo.
love love tokyo disney sea.only 5 from our tour group went to disney sea and the rest went to disneyland.yarh...coz a few years back already went to disney land so we see no point in forsaking disney sea for disney land.so here we are,my parents and i standing in the rain with a temp. of 4 degrees while queuing up for the rides.we took "indiana jones", "journey to the central of the earth", "stormrider" and a 3-d movie of aladdin.haha..they were all reallie nice.especially "central of the earth",the ride was so awesome.the train was moving very vigourously and everyone was screaming like crazy and suddenly there was this sudden plung.Aaahhh...!!!!it was so shiok..couldn't get enough of it.totally enjoyed myself there.bought a big tub of popcorns and the tub was reallie nice.haha..but it was so expensive.dad and mom was reallie nice that day.they were like.."buy larh,buy larh...since we are alr in japan, buy what you want"..wow..(eyes big big)..but in the end didn't really buy alot of things.the experience and the fun i had in there was already enough to last a life time.hees.tokyo rocks.
the things in japan was really expensive.but nevertheless, i bought a pair of ear ring.a ring.8 nice cartoon files from ginza and many many tidbits.
mmm..my tour grp people was really nice.though i dislike one of the family.they were reallie arrogant and proud.while we were on the coach,nobody asked anything but the mother in the family suddenly burst out saying:"wow,this is the first time i board a bus since 30 years ago" and started laughing after that. i was like omg..are you trying to imply that you have a chauffeur to drive you in a mercedes benz everywhere you go????not only that,nobody asked how her son was doing and she suddenly went ard telling people that her son was offered with many scholarships from
many countries..i swear she said the phrase "many countries" and added on saying that he rejected all of them and prefered "his father scholarship".wow..i was really pissed with her arrogance.how can anybody in this world be so proud.even if you are that rich and your son is that smart,is there a need to brag around and flaunt to us?woah.i was completely sick with her
did my homework on the plane while going and coming back from japan and managed to finish them.haha..my tour grp people was like praising how hardworking i was.usually i wld be quite happy to hear that..haha..but i was having a fever that day and was really on the verge of dying.couldn't even bother with what they had said.also..i was quite sad to leave japan.it was reallie a wonderful place.
I LOVE NIPPON!(and my coach driver!):P
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