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Tuesday, March 16, 2004

yay!tomorrow i'll be going to japan:Dso excited for it though im kind of troubled by some things now.i don't know why sometimes im so conscious about how other feel about me.i am so self conscious that whenever i choose the clothes im going to wear out,i think twice about how other would look at me with the clothes im in.im very scared that i will not look good in it and that people would actually critisize behind my back that how odd i stick out in clothes that are not suitable for me and maybe even mocked at me for being unaware of your own "standard".kinda of talk about this with my mother and brother and their reply was very succinct but meaningful that it kinda of stumped me as to why i was previously pondering on such a simple question that my mom and bro actually cld come up with the answer in such a short time.they just said:"this is your own clothes,you are the one wearing it,as long as you yourself like it,why bother to think about how others think about you?"


im too self-conscious

or maybe even over sensitive.over the years,ive found myself worrying about many things that i thought would tragically happened when it didn't even occur in the end.so i've actually been wasting my time and effort thinking about irrelevant things?nobody actually knows what would happen in the end.maybe things would just change for the best.you'll never know, so why bring a negative evil thought in your mind to each brand new day,thinking that you will just die at the next minute.even if you're going to die soon,why not make this short little time left into something meaningful and unforgettable?make each day to the fullest and live it to the brim.


i think this quote is really wonderful:"if you can't help worrying,remember that worrying can't help"


that's right..so why worry samantha?


:D


1:38 PM


be the limelight.

Thursday, March 11, 2004

i should be sleeping now..well..im soooo looking forward to march hols because i'll be going to japan!!!yay!so happy but there are so much homework i have to complete before going there.boos..and im not free tomorrow because of njc performance.sat i have cldds auditions and cip in chinatown.sun im free!!!and got birthday party at my block there!mon i need to go for elit project at ada's house.tues im free.wed is hcjc performance and i'll be going to the airport at night already.which means:IM ONLY FREE ONLY TUES AND SUN!!!woah..i hope there'll be no homework given tmr-pray hards-..actually i don't mind going to the extend of bringing some homework there to do.since the flight duration is almost seven hours and i'll probably rot on the plane..why not do some constructive work there..well..sleepy..off to sleep:)

11:19 PM


be the limelight.

Sunday, March 07, 2004

urggghh!!!irritated with my brother now!!!and i have to say:nyjc performance last night was like ....!i really couldn't accept that kind of standard of performance.they were not even united when singing their hui4 song and actualliy invited the basketball team to move the props?like wad??



sorrie to any nyjcians.

2:58 PM


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Friday, March 05, 2004

hees..am excited for tomorrow nyjc's performance.


:D

8:03 PM


be the limelight.