Tuesday, September 30, 2003
well..basically i have 6 more days before freaking out...sobx..well..forget it.
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Friday, September 26, 2003
is there smth terribly wrong with the space button of my comp coz i need to press it terribly hard in order to create a spacein between the words.argh! soo maddening!aniwae!i finished the revision of the whole book of the pearl!yahoo!hahas.. pardon me.left 5 more chapters for geo and 1 more for history.gonna mug hard for science tomolo or else i dont know which stupid module im gonna end up into.oh wells.
joshua's ang interview
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haiz..its the end of week already?!(before i realised it).time are passing so fast and im trying hard to overrun it.Aniwae,went mac with jy and yh today,agreed with jy that its not worth it at all!4 pathetic chicken wings and i medium fries and coke cost $6?should have gone home and eat mama's spaggetti.aniwae,my life was alleviated from its usual mundaness when 169 broke down today!was given a complimentary ticket and waited for another bus to come.so lucky.well...it's a new kind of experience,but im like quite fed-up just now,cause showbiz was ending.aniwae....i changed my template!erm..-knock my head!-
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Wednesday, September 24, 2003
well..well...never come online for 3 days coz there's some problem with the internet access in my laptop.aniwae..maybe it's god doing to make me study hard for my eoy.-sobz-yesterday chinese test was disastrous and i think there's a slight possibility that i will fail..so sad right?usually the whole class would be soo confident of their chinese results but this time it's going to pull my grades down for sure.im soo mad at our school sometimes,they give us loads of hw,junks of common tests every week and teachers that cant teach always end up in my class..im so ill-fated!but im not going to be soo submissive,if the teacher can't teach me,i might as well study it myself.-sobx-i missed mrs soh so much but she's on maternity leave and cannot return until 2 weeks later-diao-by that time we wld have started on our eoy exam.well..time flies and i hope roy will pass by soon den i can enjoy myself during the holidays but it is such a stressed and unpleasant period to go thru..loads of notes and info that you have to squeexe into ur head and vomit them out during exams..pondering whether i can make it or not.sorry to say..but assembly today was so distressing..looking uo at the speaker and tchs on the specs stand..i just feel like crying:(
well.....life's hard and i only manage to study 2 chapts of geo today...5 more chapts before i finish the whole revsion..slept for 1 hr today...slacky rite?yah..but i just can't help slacking!
god bless everyone!
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Sunday, September 21, 2003
well...studied a tinnie-little bit of macbeth and 2 chapters of biology today..gonna finish about 2 chapts of bio later..ponderinf whether i have the determination to do it.well..i don't kniw..i want to slack but i can't becoz i need to do well for my roy but i like so tempted by the stuffs around me..the comp..the telly..the magazines and sometimes i just wanna forget everything and put all my studies aside.but i noe i can't waste any of my time or else i will suffer terribly.i guess kids nowaday are just entangled with this kind of ill fate and we can't choose whether we must accept in or not.its like a conscription.well...forget it so i like to recollect some beautiful memories sometimes,moments which are so precious but i usually take it for granted.i remembered once my mother brought me a mashi-maro pencil box after i just finished a test which i think was quite easy and my parents bought me to a feast afterthat.I remembered the many times that my dad brought us to overseas and i slept comfortably on my mom's lap on the plane.I remembered the times that i do not have to worry about my results and have funs with my primary friends in school.I remember the outing that i had with my primary school classmate.All this are interwoven joy and gaiety and yet i took it for granted and assumed that it would stay by my side forever but i was wrong..terribly wrong..life is indeed challenging for a 13 year old girl like me.in the 13 years of my life,it might be comfortable in terms of materialistic material but i was never ever once completely satisified with my life because of the pressure that i faced in school.sometimes i dread going to scholl..frankly..school creeps me.how i wish i can just rot but rotting is the doing of a moron and a idiot and geo teaches me that rotting takes up o2 in the atmosphere so i would rather not do it.kkk...just treat me like an insane geek k?
No man can think clearly when his fists are clenched.
i will study and get ready, and perhaps my chance will come.
Home is not where you live, but where they understand you
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Wednesday, September 17, 2003
the poWer Of bRo's LoVe
hahas..funny rite?well..let me explain:
im like so so stressed this few days because EOY is coming and today i was asking my brother one algebra question and couldn't understand what he is talking about.i cried and i could not stop my tears from flowing down,i freaked out and my bro was like:"why are you so stressed?".i kept quiet and my mother came in."Why are you so stubborn?","You don't even understand this?"and now my bro becomes the hero!he said:"Mommy,meimei is under a lot of stress,why are you scolding her?"..den Mother said:"Im also under a lot of stress,i need to do housework..blah..blah.."den my bro said:"meimei's also under a lot stress being a student,you think studying is so easy arh?you study yourself lah!"
WOAh!HeRo!
maybe's he's a little bit over?hahas.but im like so touched until i cried again..:)
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Tuesday, September 16, 2003
A touching story .......
A girl in love asked her boyfriend...
girl(g): Tell me... who do you love most in this world?
boy (b): You, of course!
g: In your heart, what am I to you?
The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said, "You
are my rib."
b: In the Bible, it was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his
sleep, God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve. Every man has been
searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life,
you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart.
After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a long
while. However, the youthful couple, due to busy schedule of modern life,
the never ending worries of daily problems, began to drift apart and their
life became mundane...
All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away
their dreams and love for each other...
The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more
heated...
One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house...
At the opposite side of the road, she shouted,"You don't love me!"
The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe, it was
a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!"
Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while...
He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you
can never take it back...
With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in
breaking-up.
Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let
me go...", she continued, "It is less painful this way... let us go on our
separate ways and search for our own partners..."
Five years have since gone by...
He had never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life
indirectly...
She had left the country and back... She had married a foreigner and
divorced...
He felt anguished that she never waited for him...
In one dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering
ache in his heart...
He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her...
One day, they finally met... at the airport, a place where there were many
reunions and good-byes...
He was going away on a business trip.
She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating
them... She smiled at him gently...
b: How are you?
g: I'm fine. How about you... Have you found your missing rib?
b: No.
g: I'm be flying to New York in the next flight.
b: I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back. You know
my number... nothing has changed.
With a smile, she turned around and waved good-bye...
Good-bye... is it forever not meeting each other again?
One week later, he heard of her death... She had perished in New York... in
the event that shocked the world... Midnight...
Once again, he lit his cigarette...
And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart...
He finally knew, she was his missing rib that he had carelessly broken.
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People are like stained-glass windows,
They sparkle and shine when the sun is out,
But when the darkness sets in,
their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within
Elizabeth Kubler-Ross
Out of clutter, find Simplicity
From discord, find Harmony
In the middle of difficulty lies Opportunity
Albert Einstein - Three Rules of Work
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Sunday, September 14, 2003
gonna finished downloading the movie "how to deal"(finally)..well..eoy's coming!i don't know how i can cope with the overbearing tension and stress..i feel myself getting real lazy and slacky..lost the motivation to work hard and i wonder why because i used to be very hardworking during primary school.I remembered when i was about to take my o's..i woke up at 5 every morning to study...but now its like i set the alarm clock at 5 but when it rings,i jsut turned it off and went back to sleep again..haiz..im getting so lazy and i know it's not a good thing but i just couldn't bring myself to do anything..u dread studying for exams,killing hundreds and millions of my brain cells and end uo crying when i can't do a certian sums..i remembered that i used to like having exams during primary school and that our whole class was still quite relaxed and happy when we had our PSLE..hahas..i wonder when i can return to these kind of days again...stupid bro..asking me when i can manage to tyoe so fast..well..i smarter than him wad..though he used to say that he is smarter...well...who cares about him:P
hahas..gonna study part of phy afterwards coz my sci was like reallie lan?ahah..
this is park yong ha and eugene from "loving you"..the press said that they were filrting with each other..the truth is up to you.
IF there's no colour on Korean star Park Yong Ha's face, there won't be any in his photos either.
That's why his picture here is in black and white.
The boyish singer-actor was at the Night Safari last Monday after his album promotions here came to an end.
While he gamely posed for pictures for media release, his managers insisted they must be in black and white as he was not wearing any makeup, said Miss Koh San Chin, a spokesman from his record label, EMI Music.
Colour or not, Yong Ha was a picture of impish boyishness.
Even before entering the Night Safari, he was already squealing in delight.
'Snake... snake!' he said and pointed excitedly, like a little boy who had just discovered a new playground.
Not the cold slithering kind, but the warm and soft kind displayed on the shelves of the souvenir shop situated at the entrance.
Apparently the 26-year-old singer-actor loves cute snake soft toys as he was born in the year of the snake.
In town to perform at the Zpop concert and to promote his debut album, I Love You So Much, Yong Ha extended his trip by two days to go sightseeing.
This is his third visit. The previous two were merely stopovers.
Last Monday, he went shopping at Ngee Ann City, browsing at designer labels like Hugo Boss, Prada and Armani Exchange, as well as casual apparel stores like Giordano.
The avid shopper reportedly spent a few hundred bucks on mostly suede jackets and pants.
For CDs he went to HMV. He also bought several magic tricks at a gadgets shop in The Heeren.
Everywhere he went, Yong Ha was trailed by eager fans.
His minder, Miss Koh, said that he was very obliging and kept signing autographs and posing for pictures with his ardent supporters.
Even at the Night Safari, he was recognised by tourists from Korea and Taiwan.
But he was more interested in the toy snakes than the actual nocturnal animals.
Miss Koh said he spent a good 20 minutes in the gift shop after the tram ride.
'He kept playing with the toy snakes. He wrapped a few around his neck and then went to the cashier to pay for them.'
The child in Yong Ha emerged again the following evening, when Miss Koh took him to Sentosa's Underwater World after a seafood dinner at East Coast Park's Jumbo Restaurant.
It was already dark, so each of them was given a torchlight to shine at the fish.
She recalled: 'Yong Ha was so funny. He shone the torchlight and started calling, 'Nemo... Nemo...' '
Nemo is the name of an orange clown fish popularised by the Disney cartoon, Finding Nemo.
Of course he did not find Nemo, but he left on Tuesday night with fond memories of our sunny island.
The brown tan he acquired after baking in the sun for a solid five hours at his hotel's swimming pool is testament to that.
In fact, Miss Koh said he kept telling her that he loves Singapore, and he would like to come back again soon.
Now that's good news for his die-hard fans!
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Sunday, September 07, 2003
They're just friends now
THE relationship may have ended, but the questions have just begun.
We're talking about former lovers, singers David Tao and Melody Liu.
Though the two claim to still be friends, we can't help but ask them about each other.
After all, they were a couple for four years - he was already a singer, while she was studying at University of California at Los Angeles - before splitting up in 2001.
David, who is hailed as the founder of Chinese R&B, even penned a song named Melody last year.
It became such a hit that Melody, who was in the midst of preparing her own album then, soon became popularly referred to as 'David Tao's ex'.
Now that they have both released their albums at about the same time, it's inevitable that their names would hit headlines together again.
When Melody, 24, held a press conference to launch her album in June, the ever-so-supportive David, 34, sent her flowers bearing a loving note: 'I'm proud of you!'.
When he was photographed with a woman known only as Joanna, reporters had to get Melody's two cents worth (she was clueless though) on the 'new' girl.
And when David staged his first concert in Hong Kong recently, no prizes for guessing who the press asked him to invite to watch the show (she didn't turn up, apparently because she was busy).
Last week, this reporter did the natural thing: Ask the two stars about each other in two separate interviews, David over the phone and Melody when she was here to perform at the Zpop concert.
Neither froze or clammed up when the dreaded other half was brought up.
But they both gave vague replies and kept emphasising that they are 'just friends' now.
'SHE IS IMPORTANT TO ME'
David went as far as to admit that Melody is 'an important person in my life', but stressed that he hopes 'people will accept her as she is, and not always linked to me'.
Melody sighed aloud at one point and sounded a little miffed, but admitted: 'When I heard the song (Melody), I knew I'd have to face the media and all the questions about us, so the best thing to do is to be honest.'
Indeed.
So here's their respective take on each other, and other topics like love and music:
Why they broke up:
David: 'Personal reasons.'
Melody: 'When two people have been together for a really long time, there's no singular reason for breaking up. Life is short. We just move on and continue in different paths.'
Their relationship:
David: 'She's an ex-girlfriend, and now a very good friend. I was with her for a really long time, and our relationship and friendship is all part of my growth.'
Melody: 'We were dating before, but now we're just friends. As with all relationships, it has taught me a lot. We had a great time.'
Being 'David Tao's ex':
David: 'It's extremely unfair to her. People should start focussing on her and not my relationship, or now, friendship with her. It's her career.'
Melody: 'The choice wasn't mine. The relationship is already in the past, but a lot of people are still very concerned about us, so I try to be honest and straightforward when they ask me. I'm okay with all questions.'
Why he wasn't roped in to help in her album:
David: 'We've talked about it before, but she never wanted my help, or for me to get involved. She wanted to be independent.
'But I've heard her album and she did a very good job. Her vocals and singing really impressed me. She's worked very hard for the album, and I'm very happy for her.'
Melody: 'I'm signed to Forward Music, and I totally trust my company in making decisions for me.
'Even when we were dating, we were very independent of each other. He had his thing, and I had my thing.'
Current love status:
David: 'I'm too busy to date. Joanna (rumoured to be his new flame) is a friend.
'It's one of the rare occasions when I go out, and I get 'caught' on camera. Even if I were to go out with any girl, they'd (the media) say it's my girlfriend.'
Melody: 'I'm single now. (chuckling) But I'm in love with my album!'
Ideal partner:
David: 'Most important is independence. She must have her own mind and a sense of self.'
Melody: 'Someone honest and sincere. And a little taller than me. I'm 1.7m.'
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Too busy to keep in touch?
HE is juggling album promotions and a concert tour, while she is busy gaining a foothold in the Chinese music scene.
No wonder lovers-turned-friends David Tao and Melody Liu have not kept in contact since.
'We're both very busy and we don't really talk that often,' Melody told The New Paper.
In town to promote her debut album, Love's Melody, and to perform at the Zpop concert, the American-born star appeared to be a really sweet girl.
Smart too, considering that she holds a double-major degree in international relations and political science.
LOVE FOR MUSIC
So why did she uproot herself from her hometown Los Angeles - away from her family comprising her government official father, accountant mother, two sisters and a brother - to brave the Chinese pop scene in this part of the world?
'I've always loved music and singing, and to pursue a dream is a chance of a lifetime,' she said.
Melody is groomed by showbiz veteran Chang Hsiao-yen, who offered her a music contract last August.
She said her life is 'very boring' now.
'It's just centred around work. I'm very busy with promotions, then I go home to sleep. But it's worth it because I'm doing what I like.'
Meanwhile, David is back in Taipei to promote his latest best hits album, Ultrasound, after staging three 'tiring, yet rewarding' concerts in Hong Kong two weeks ago.
He recalled having bigwig guests like Jacky Cheung, Anita Mui, Stephen Fung and Gigi Leung popping backstage to say hi.
What about Melody?
'I was hoping she could come, but I knew she was busy,' he said, with a hint of regret.
His next stop is Malaysia mid next month, then Taiwan, followed by Singapore in December.
Love's Melody and Ultrasound are both out in the stores
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Saturday, September 06, 2003
gosh!!!nobodies online?well..i guess everyone are mugging now...okie..im determined not to come online for the rest of the holiday unless there is really a NEED to...but i'll definitely find a day to watch tl/tr..okie..bye friends!but i still want to slack for today also!haha....wanna have a great day slacking so i can work harder for the rest of the days rite?anyway...my tummy still hurts!oh god...pls bless that i would be fine by tomolo!btw..kor's friends coming tomolo!!!!don't know whether got hunks or not arh?hahas...im getting a bit insane!how come the 93.3 prize ceremony not shown live?i won't watch the news today coz everytime they will announce the results then its no more fun liao.
David tao will beat Jay Chow in all awards!!!!!!!!!and i hope stefanie will not win any..haha..sorrie rife:P
aye..somebody's outside looking into my house.........must be up to mischief..must be on the alert!!!
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Friday, September 05, 2003
bikini for ms keh!chicken wings for us!
okie..that's it!im going to mug hard for my end of year so as to overturn the whole situation..getting so tired and depressed because of my PPR.im kinda slow ar?peeps have been blogging about it since yesterday..well..it was not good..at all..but my mom didn't score me at all?!she said:"next time do better okay?this is a very important year for you.I don't wish that u don't go to a good class" and i was like quite guilty coz i disappointed her yet she didn't score me AT ALL!thanks mom!lotsa love!
our whole class bought a blue bikini for ms keh..she seems to like it and even said that she will force her boyfriend to wear it.peng..she bought chicken wings for us!it was nice but my stomach still hurts and couldn't take much of it.gees:P
life is a road..a very long road..
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Thursday, September 04, 2003
watching holland village now..is sooo mad about yanyan..so scrupulous..had biology test today..was.well..ok lah..thanks wanjun for giving me her notes!she has really been a great help in my studies and is always there to give a helping hand and lent a listening ear..thanks babe!
was having a real stomach cramp just now..it was so painful that i was calling for god..luckily it was better during biology test..well..hope it would be better in the next few days..:)
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Wednesday, September 03, 2003
well..call me an idiot..was crying while talking to my mom that i want to study double sci instead of triple sci and she started saying that i should study triple sci since its better for my future and since my bro studies triple pure,i should also..im not into science and seriously not having great results for science and im still blogging here when i have geo and BIO test tomorrow!well..i finish studying geo so nothing to worry but sci is..mmm...going to study once i go offline..
had a sleepless night yesterday..worrying about my results and i just couldn't calm down my feeling and go to sleep..well..im getting into the depression mood again..well...god please bless me!i can't afford to do badly anymore!
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Tuesday, September 02, 2003
yoz!david tao rocks!!!!!!!
visit his official site!
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Monday, September 01, 2003
well..got a big scolding from my mom just now.well..had a freaking time studying biology..well..still have tomolo to study..hahas-
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